writing.
One year, for my mother's birthday, she asked my brother and I to use our talents for her gift. My brother played a song and I wrote a story. At the time, I thought it was just a request to make me feel better about myself because I was pouting (as I so often did) that I was not musically inclined like my brother was and what in the world did I have to offer? Looking back, I realize that she saw something I did not. I am a good writer. I loved to write short stories and have been told that I should write a childrens book. As I get older and more braver in sharing my writing, the feedback has been wonderful.
I write a blog for my son, which is really fun to do, since I'm terrible at actually doing a first year baby calendar :) Thank you to all of those who have commented on Jordan's blog, how much you enjoy reading it, and how well I write it. This 30-day blog has been fun to write as well - I am loving the challenge of stepping outside of my 'mommy' box and learning anew the person I am and my thoughts on things. Again, thank you to those of you who have encouraged me in this blog and have expressed I am a good writer and you enjoy it. It means so much to have that kind of affirmation, and I truly appreciate it!
Here's an 'essay' I wrote on motherhood in May. I hope you enjoy this one as well.
I was watching the movie Motherhood yesterday and in the movie, the mom has a chance to submit an essay on what motherhood means to her. This got me thinking, especially as I watched Jordan and thought about what it meant to be his mother. What does motherhood mean to me? Keep in mind, that my life as a mother has only been in existence for 14 1/2 months :)
Motherhood is complex and full of emotions. Motherhood is something that you will never fully understand yet at the same time, you will embrace it completely without hesitation. The fears you had before your child was born is replaced by the fears you have as your child grows into their own. You learn to step back and watch as the child you love so dearly learns to do things on their own, even when it means watching them step off the curb and face plant onto the asphalt parking lot (true story, happened today). Motherhood is full of joy and laughter, tears and heartache. The tears in the beginning when you felt so overwhelmed and unsure of how to take care of this precious little one that is utterly dependent on you. The joy in being a mother, when others delight in your child. The laughter that bubbles over when your child laughs with you, for a child's laughter is the most beautiful sound. The heartache in knowing that no matter how much you try, you cannot always protect them from being hurt.
It's when a chubby little hand reaches for yours, in complete faith that you will guide them in the right way, and be by their side as they learn to navigate the world on their own.
Motherhood means days where you just want to get in the car, drive who knows where , turn the windows down and blast some music. Then there are days when your little one squeals in delight when they see you and comes running into your arms to give you a hug. The smile on their face makes up for the days of teething, sleepless nights, spilled cups on the floor, tripping on toys everywhere you step, and massively poopy diapers.
Motherhood is a journey - it's not easy but it is by far the most rewarding journey I've ever partaken in.
One year, for my mother's birthday, she asked my brother and I to use our talents for her gift. My brother played a song and I wrote a story. At the time, I thought it was just a request to make me feel better about myself because I was pouting (as I so often did) that I was not musically inclined like my brother was and what in the world did I have to offer? Looking back, I realize that she saw something I did not. I am a good writer. I loved to write short stories and have been told that I should write a childrens book. As I get older and more braver in sharing my writing, the feedback has been wonderful.
I write a blog for my son, which is really fun to do, since I'm terrible at actually doing a first year baby calendar :) Thank you to all of those who have commented on Jordan's blog, how much you enjoy reading it, and how well I write it. This 30-day blog has been fun to write as well - I am loving the challenge of stepping outside of my 'mommy' box and learning anew the person I am and my thoughts on things. Again, thank you to those of you who have encouraged me in this blog and have expressed I am a good writer and you enjoy it. It means so much to have that kind of affirmation, and I truly appreciate it!
Here's an 'essay' I wrote on motherhood in May. I hope you enjoy this one as well.
I was watching the movie Motherhood yesterday and in the movie, the mom has a chance to submit an essay on what motherhood means to her. This got me thinking, especially as I watched Jordan and thought about what it meant to be his mother. What does motherhood mean to me? Keep in mind, that my life as a mother has only been in existence for 14 1/2 months :)
Motherhood is complex and full of emotions. Motherhood is something that you will never fully understand yet at the same time, you will embrace it completely without hesitation. The fears you had before your child was born is replaced by the fears you have as your child grows into their own. You learn to step back and watch as the child you love so dearly learns to do things on their own, even when it means watching them step off the curb and face plant onto the asphalt parking lot (true story, happened today). Motherhood is full of joy and laughter, tears and heartache. The tears in the beginning when you felt so overwhelmed and unsure of how to take care of this precious little one that is utterly dependent on you. The joy in being a mother, when others delight in your child. The laughter that bubbles over when your child laughs with you, for a child's laughter is the most beautiful sound. The heartache in knowing that no matter how much you try, you cannot always protect them from being hurt.
It's when a chubby little hand reaches for yours, in complete faith that you will guide them in the right way, and be by their side as they learn to navigate the world on their own.
Motherhood means days where you just want to get in the car, drive who knows where , turn the windows down and blast some music. Then there are days when your little one squeals in delight when they see you and comes running into your arms to give you a hug. The smile on their face makes up for the days of teething, sleepless nights, spilled cups on the floor, tripping on toys everywhere you step, and massively poopy diapers.
Motherhood is a journey - it's not easy but it is by far the most rewarding journey I've ever partaken in.
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